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demofest 2020

by worst testament

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backpages* 04:43
i’ve worked hard for my solitude can’t just give it up, hand it over to you so the moment passes and i’m still standing still been trying all these times but i’ve had my fill it’s a failure to finish off every page in the past keeps on coming, keeps coming right on back it’s all of these best laid plans and how they penetrate every hand i try and hold hold up to the light somehow never fits, never fits quite right think i’ll make my way back out again tonight it’s a weight to carry, and i won’t it’s a lead to bury, and i don’t it’s a weight to carry, and i won’t it’s a lead to bury, and i don’t can you feel the restlessness that burns in me? it’s a fire that flickers deep are you just the flame to my gasoline? and i wanna know what could you have ever expected of me? where exactly did you think this would lead? we could travel a million days on a million streets and still you see, oooh, you see how the feeling, how it escapes from me i’ve worked hard for my solitude, don’t think i’ll be handing it over to you
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bleach eater 03:02
hate the way you say hello don’t want you to stay but i don’t want you to go take all the ways i told you so stepping wide and sailing out the window off of the sidewalk and into the street i can dress up like the freak that you need me to be but the days still bleed like broken teeth into one another exactly like each other and i'm feeling like you’re fading when i try to make you mine you know i’m silver sad waterproof and wasting all my time baby insecurity comes across like insincerity you’re doing backflips for cans of beans and i'm holding out my hat and looking kinda mean you're only ever sorry when you make yourself sick turn yourself around and forget it all quick ridiculous when you do it all again forward charades and i’m tired of those games you're talking up a storm while you're promising to quit so you tie your tongue in knots just to keep it in your lips but the days still bleed like broken teeth into one another exactly like each other and i'm feeling like you’re fading when i try to make you mine you know i'm silver sad waterproof and wasting all my time
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will you write poems out of my grief, and rub my back when i lose my teeth? will you paint me a portrait from the slings and arrows of my outrageous fortune? will you lift the bricks up from my back and build a home with the tools i lack? will you strike the sorrow down from my skies, no telling me how or asking me why? will you just let me be when i need to be me? and when my eyes go colourblind, colour in the world for me? will you find the fairytale inside my failure, speak to me of certainties when my step is unsure? will you sing a sweet melody to my cracked and crumbling body? still hold me still love me still love me when i forget how to tell time when my memory ceases to rewind when i'm slowly losing my mind? will you still be mine?

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4 tracks recorded for DEMOFEST 2020

the supersickkk demofest catalog can be purchased in entirety (200+ participating bands!!) over at: demofest.bandcamp.com with all proceeds going to Solidarity Across Borders

OR you can just listen to our 4 little ditty's here, free now and forever (alternatively, PWYC with all proceeds donated to International Indigenous Youth Council; indigenousyouth.org )

thank you love you all

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released August 1, 2022

bm. duggan - guitar, vocals
greg preston - bass
nathan burger - drums, backing vocals

all songs written by bm. duggan
*back pages co-written by greg preston
recorded & mixed by greg preston
mastered by will killingsworth at dead air studios

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